my actions didn't fully reflect my words for a while. i claimed I was all long term but was a PPC / cold outreach guy fully, no SEO or organic to be seen on sight, whatsoever.
it's not that Iām a bad person or anything it's just dumbness in plain sight, more precisely ā lack of education caused from laziness ā caused from overwhelm.
it's weird as I don't tend to describe myself as a lazy person. maybe in some areas of my life I am though. Maybe I had so much in my plate that I never realize I was not eating anything in my SEO plate.
Anyhow, these realizations hurt at first, but are such reliefs when you actually start crunching the work down.
tip for that: start small. dont over-analyze SEO, or podcast, or anything. just write a blog, interview a friend, an employee, a cofounder.
then you might have word-action alignment eventually.
try to analyze also where your word might be failing. in a world in which coaches have few data and closed ones wont even tell you whats wrong with you. in a world of disinformation. this is quite hard. but do frequent selfeedback revisits. gather more info out there. start a pod. be patient. and you'll realize. and change shall eventually seep in. might take 5-10 years yeah. bePAY.